Look upon the memories past.
The only thing that stands strong.
Go back to old habits.
They do not die hard.
Speak in a way that suits you.
Not everyone else.
I don't care.
What you say.
Realize your true mistakes.
Realize you can never take them back.
Know it'll never change,
your words upon a page.
I don't care...
Yet I follow my old habits.
I scream and run on occasion.
Yet I keep to myself.
The tiny things I can't say,
stitched my mouth together.
The things I can,
leak out rarely.
I have realized one thing,
over these past few months,
when everything is coming apart.
And I can't stop it....
I
am
nothing.
I
don't
exist.
And this is all going to slow for me.
I can't fix my life with a miraculous snap of the fingers...
Not like I used to be able too.
I can't yell hello to the world.
My voice has been given to me,
it was taken away before...
But now I'm so scarred,
I can
All I could ever want. (NaPoWriMo ending thanks) by TTitanGO, literature
Literature
All I could ever want. (NaPoWriMo ending thanks)
Through the bouts of insanity and madness...
Through the geeking out and being upset over anime.
Through being completely lost.
And being upset at the puppet master...
You have walked with me.
Through my own seas.
Which was not required of you,
not at all.
I could want nothing more,
then for you to walk with me,
and hold my hand.
Just because.
It's all I ever want.
And in this wonderful April,
you have done that for me.
If couldn't mean more.
I couldn't thank you more.
But just so you know...
If you ever want anyone to walk with,
or to hold your hand.
I'll do it.
Because you did it for me.
And that is all I could,
EVER,
The names may be the same.
But they do not compare.
They could never match up,
with what is so far away.
The puppet master thinks,
that I'll forgot my friends.
She WANTS me to forget,
all but one.
She is not approving,
of my speaking.
My speaking goes father then that...
It's understanding.
So they will not be replaced,
nor forgotten.
These people here,
could never compare.
I'm not as little as you think by TTitanGO, literature
Literature
I'm not as little as you think
One step at a time.
Yes I go slower then you.
But and least I can see,
everything you miss.
You try to make things better.
I try to make things better.
You aim for closness.
I aim for the world.
You think I'm lazy.
But I'm not.
My goals are just different from yours.
We don't have to be the same.
You think that because I'm always on the computer,
that I do nothing.
Little do you know,
I'm thinking,
planning,
doing,
and making a difference.
I'm not as little as you think.
WOOOOOEEEHHHHHHHHH!!!
SHUT THE HELL UP.
WUBWUBWUBWUBWUB.
WHY? SRSLY???
Who ever came up with dubstep?
And why did they think it was a good idea?
An endless bottle of computer made sounds.
Nothing personal required.
Dubstep is hollow.
There is no soul.
There is no feeling.
There's just WUBWUBWUBWUBWUB.
Life seems to be a big waiting game.
We are always waiting for something.
We live,
and wait.
We wait for large,
we wait for small.
We wait for things in between.
We wait.
We wait for life,
we wait for death.
We wait for love.
We wait fro hate.
We wait for a sign that says to go.
We wait for a sign to stop.
We wait for something to go right.
We wait for something to go wrong.
We wait for prom.
We wait for holiday's.
We wait for weekends.
We wait for friends.
We wait for a lot of things,
as you see.
The thing that's important,
is to not wait too long.
Don't waste your time.
If you find you've been waiting for a while.
I don't have a poem for today.
So here is a poem,
about how my head hurts.
Because reasons.
It would be false if I stated,
that this ordeal was so awful.
But it is very hated.
And I like waffles.
It wouldn't be true if I said,
it feels like an ice pick driving into my brain.
But it is widespread.
BLAINE RHYMES WITH BRAIN KINDA I THINK JDSBVFISDJBDSHK
I think it would be best,
if I head to bed,
and got some rest.
INFRARED.
Today I asked you kindly,
to stop teasing me.
You raised your eyebrows,
in a way that mocked me.
I asked,
"Could you stop teasing me all the time, please?"
I could have said what I wanted to say...
"You are the cause of all my problems, I am not being dramatic. I wish you could get out of my life,"
Which is a very short version...
You make me very, VERY angry.
And to abide to your rules and not have my life ruined,
I have to keep it all inside.
I "bottled it up"
This bottle will explode.
My anger becomes so strong,
I literally feel sick.
Sometimes I think that if I throw up,
maybe I won't be mad.
It's a choice though.
Real
Look upon the memories past.
The only thing that stands strong.
Go back to old habits.
They do not die hard.
Speak in a way that suits you.
Not everyone else.
I don't care.
What you say.
Realize your true mistakes.
Realize you can never take them back.
Know it'll never change,
your words upon a page.
I don't care...
Yet I follow my old habits.
I scream and run on occasion.
Yet I keep to myself.
The tiny things I can't say,
stitched my mouth together.
The things I can,
leak out rarely.
I have realized one thing,
over these past few months,
when everything is coming apart.
And I can't stop it....
I
am
nothing.
I
don't
exist.
And this is all going to slow for me.
I can't fix my life with a miraculous snap of the fingers...
Not like I used to be able too.
I can't yell hello to the world.
My voice has been given to me,
it was taken away before...
But now I'm so scarred,
I can
All I could ever want. (NaPoWriMo ending thanks) by TTitanGO, literature
Literature
All I could ever want. (NaPoWriMo ending thanks)
Through the bouts of insanity and madness...
Through the geeking out and being upset over anime.
Through being completely lost.
And being upset at the puppet master...
You have walked with me.
Through my own seas.
Which was not required of you,
not at all.
I could want nothing more,
then for you to walk with me,
and hold my hand.
Just because.
It's all I ever want.
And in this wonderful April,
you have done that for me.
If couldn't mean more.
I couldn't thank you more.
But just so you know...
If you ever want anyone to walk with,
or to hold your hand.
I'll do it.
Because you did it for me.
And that is all I could,
EVER,
The names may be the same.
But they do not compare.
They could never match up,
with what is so far away.
The puppet master thinks,
that I'll forgot my friends.
She WANTS me to forget,
all but one.
She is not approving,
of my speaking.
My speaking goes father then that...
It's understanding.
So they will not be replaced,
nor forgotten.
These people here,
could never compare.
I'm not as little as you think by TTitanGO, literature
Literature
I'm not as little as you think
One step at a time.
Yes I go slower then you.
But and least I can see,
everything you miss.
You try to make things better.
I try to make things better.
You aim for closness.
I aim for the world.
You think I'm lazy.
But I'm not.
My goals are just different from yours.
We don't have to be the same.
You think that because I'm always on the computer,
that I do nothing.
Little do you know,
I'm thinking,
planning,
doing,
and making a difference.
I'm not as little as you think.
WOOOOOEEEHHHHHHHHH!!!
SHUT THE HELL UP.
WUBWUBWUBWUBWUB.
WHY? SRSLY???
Who ever came up with dubstep?
And why did they think it was a good idea?
An endless bottle of computer made sounds.
Nothing personal required.
Dubstep is hollow.
There is no soul.
There is no feeling.
There's just WUBWUBWUBWUBWUB.
Life seems to be a big waiting game.
We are always waiting for something.
We live,
and wait.
We wait for large,
we wait for small.
We wait for things in between.
We wait.
We wait for life,
we wait for death.
We wait for love.
We wait fro hate.
We wait for a sign that says to go.
We wait for a sign to stop.
We wait for something to go right.
We wait for something to go wrong.
We wait for prom.
We wait for holiday's.
We wait for weekends.
We wait for friends.
We wait for a lot of things,
as you see.
The thing that's important,
is to not wait too long.
Don't waste your time.
If you find you've been waiting for a while.
I don't have a poem for today.
So here is a poem,
about how my head hurts.
Because reasons.
It would be false if I stated,
that this ordeal was so awful.
But it is very hated.
And I like waffles.
It wouldn't be true if I said,
it feels like an ice pick driving into my brain.
But it is widespread.
BLAINE RHYMES WITH BRAIN KINDA I THINK JDSBVFISDJBDSHK
I think it would be best,
if I head to bed,
and got some rest.
INFRARED.
There's nothing quite so lonely,
As a row of empty chairs.
Left in an empty room
With no one sitting there.
There's nothing quite so hopeful,
As a row of empty chairs.
Standing there waiting
For the crowd to enter there.
There's nothing quite so cheerful,
As a row of empty chairs.
When the crowds start to come in
and fill them up again.
And the empty chairs,
Aren't empty anymore.
They see a leaf
Nothing special
Just one of many
Littering the ground
We see a map
Of another world
Or the playground
Of a tiny ant.
They see a cloud
A shapeless white mass
Blocking the sun
And ruining your tan.
We see a dragon
Ruling the skies
Hunting its prey
And bringing sweet rain.
They see a misfit
One to be laughed at,
Scorned, and avoided;
Like a disease.
We see ourselves
As we could have been
Until someone saw us
As potential friends.
They look at us
And see crazy people
Who seem to live,
In a half-dream.
We look at them
And see boring people
But we try so hard
Not to judge.
Points of view
Everyone has
When I'm left alone
you come for me.
when I cry and hurt
your there for me.
even when I don't deserve it,
you're always helping me.
you give so much more than you take,
I'll always be indebted,
to your simple acts of kindness,
and your never-ending love.
did you know I'd die for you?
though I hope I never have to,
cause that would mean you'd be in danger,
and I don't want that to happen.
I love you so very much,
please don't ever leave me,
I'll always try to be there,
for you
my very best friend.
Hey just to let you guys no ive sent u all out your individual secret santas! yay!
and again i am so sorry i was late posting them! Ive had a hell of a busy week! yikes!
well the next step of the game is drawing and posting those bad boys! Remember the Secret Santa pictures can be submitted anytime between Friday 23rd of December and Tuesday 27th December!! AND PLEASE KEEP YOUR SECRET SANTA A COMPLETE SECRET!!!! YOU CANT TELL ANYONE AND YOU CANT ASK AROUND!!
Hope you all have a great time drawing your secret santa's!!
and more info will be posted ASAP!
secret santa list so far:
*JenJentastique (https://www.deviantart.com/jenjentastique) for :iconryyu-kun:
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So here we are again. A place that was once teeming with emotion, sometimes misguided emotion, but nonetheless, my emotion of my past. It's something I hold quite close to me. I can learn from my mistakes and be reminded of them by just tpying a few keys and pressing enter.
This is why I must end the chapter here.
I am leaving dA. Or rather this account. I've done so much here and as stated before this is why I must leave. Never have I ever thought I could roll up so much emotion into a website . (And I mean emotion not going "ASJKLSD; JOHNLOCK OMFG I CANNOT HOLY FUCJ" on tumblr, but real emotion.) Every time I open this and try to think o
Hello everyone!
A friends of mine is looking for someone to do art stuff for him. He is running a few minecraft servers and is going to start a youtube thing I believe and he needs someone willing to team up with him to make an emblem of sorts. Most likely we'll also be asking you for help with arty stuff later too. ^.^;
If anyone know anyone please PLEASE pass this on. And if you are interested please message me!!!
Thanks!
Been a while, eh?
I'm not even sure if you guys even remember me. If "you guys" refers to anyone anymore. I honestly don't know why I'm back, I just know I really want to start posting again... I don't know if I'll do it on the account, or start a new one though. Not sure if it would be the best to mix new with old...
This is just really a journal asking if anyone remembers me. So, hi. :)
~Tie-dye Titan